Sunday, December 30, 2007 ♥♥
so let the tears flow once again...
god damn.
i realise that i have been always rather unhappy
is this a problem w me?
am i wanting thing too much my way?
or yes i am suffering in this world which will nv stop and wait for me.
i hate this feeling.
i am so not looking forward to 2008.
it just seems to be another new nightmare for me
what new year resolution what new hope new start
fuck it fuck them all
i am be 18 soon can
18 isn't it gonna be one of the best year in my life?
but why cant i sense it coming.
sometimes when i sit dwn and think
i realise i am so lost
try asking me my goals and i can nv answer you
dont you find me ridiculous and useless?
so tell me what great stuffs i done in 2007.
sneak into clubs and party w friends when i'm only 17?
or flying to taiwan twice and having 0 dollar in bank?
always giving up my seat on trains and buses to ppl who needed more than me?
got my first gucci in my life
passing nra audition?
or just simply promoted w a gpa of 1.8?
can you tell me something good abt me?
i dont see it in me.
well, perharps i am just wasting the earth resources.
tell me when when can i finally type a post
say-ing that i am happy and i finally found the best out of me
when everything everything just turn out so fine.
when the day i got unless $$$ to grab everything in gucci?
or the day that i can step onto the stage to perform on behalf of NRA
just everything i want. endless and endless trips to taiwan and every part of the world
will i be happy by that time?
can i just buy happiness off the shelf?
i see no direction in my life,
i see no point why am i hanging on
2008
you knw how badly i dont want it to come =/
i see something missing in my life.
can you tell me what is it?
